I'm just over 18 weeks pregnant.
But if you read my blog regularly then you know that.
I don't actually look pregnant. I would be lucky to have put on even 1 kilo yet.
But you know what? I don't need people to keep telling me "Oh my God! Look at you! You can't be pregnant! You must be lying! Where are you hiding that thing?"
At first it was funny. And I could laugh it off.
Now it's not.
I worry that all is not OK. I worry that the movements that I 'think' I feel are not really the baby moving but more my imagination. I worry that when we go for the scan next week there wont be any heart beat.
I'm not sure if this is 'normal' or if I am being paranoid.
I try my best to not worry. But it's hard.
I know people are only joking and being light hearted. But it is really getting to me now.