Saturday, October 30, 2010
Roller Coaster Rides
So, this morning I prayed. I am Catholic. But not all that religious. I don't go to Church on Sundays (or really ever for that matter).
I prayed and thanked God for my amazing life, my wonderful husband and for being so blessed with all the things I have.
Then I asked God to help us on the road to babyville. I said I would love to be pregnant by Christmas and how cool would it be to be able to surprise our families with the news on Christmas Day!
And most importantly, I prayed for the health of of husband.
I apologised that I don't do enough and that I don't pray enough. But you know, I was thinking about it afterward and I think we all do pray in different ways a lot of the time.
So there you have it. You might think I'm crazy? But I just felt like its what I wanted to do and needed to do at the time. I feel much more peaceful now and ready to start my weekend.
Thanks to those that commented on my last post. I was feeling really down and crap. My husband came home not long after and we just hugged for a long long time.
We are going to plan a holiday! We have actually been talking about it for some time! We are going to have about 2 weeks off once school goes back next year. I suppose we might as well take advantage that we don't have to holiday only on the school holidays just yet!
We are going to give the baby making another 2 months and that will be a total of 6. If nothing has happened by then we are going to head to the doctors and see what they can do to help us.
Isn't it funny that we all read these peoples blogs. We don't know each other, but we feel happy and sad and all the different emotions for people that really are strangers? Or maybe we know each other better than we think? You guys out there in the blogsphere probably know more about how I feel than some of my friends. So, thank-you all for listening or reading I really appreciate it.